T-minus 5 hours 😭🎉

Published 7 months ago • 1 min read

Hi Reader,

5 hours until midnight.

I am sitting here and I genuinely don't know how to explain what I'm feeling right now. It's excitement and terror and gratitude and vulnerability all at the same time and I think that's probably one of the most honest thing I've said all week.

This is one of the most vulnerable things I have ever done. Like actually. I recorded my voice. I told my story. I cried on mic and left it in. And in 5 hours it's going to be out in the world and I can't take it back and honestly - I don't want to.

I don't need this to go viral. I don't need a million listeners. I just need it to reach the right person. The one who needed to hear it today. The one who has been quietly carrying something and just needed someone to say - me too. I see you. You're not alone.

If that person is you - I'm so glad you're here. 💌

If you know who that person is - please send this to them tonight.

And when you listen - if it moves you & if it resonates - a 5 star review on Spotify would mean the absolute world to me. It's how new people find us. It's how this thing grows. And I would be so grateful.

Midnight. I'll see you there. 🎙️

— Natalie 💌

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